Serious lack of motivation for this.

Well internet... Its been quite a while since I've managed to have the inspiration of tearing someone or something into shreds, and as of extremely recent, I've started to feel the need of expression of wit and, anger... It isn't targeted at anything specific at the moment, its more a feeling that is just geared towards the world and life in general.

Why is it that there tends to be a lack of balance with all things that go on. There is either a severe degree of complacency meaning neither happy or, angry, attachment or, dissociation or; there is an ultimate amount of extremes, full of love, bliss, joy, and failure, distrust and, drama. A wise friend of mine recently proclaimed his love for life, and announced their marriage and happiness...

I know without a doubt if I made such a commitment, I would divorce life, ask for a refund or, at least force it to sign a prenuptial agreement.

Life? If your listening out there in the middle of the internet, I really would like a hand up!! I'm not asking for a hand out, nothing free, I don't mind continuing to put all the efforts into the maintenance of miniature successes that I do in fact take some pride in, I have no fears of doing the work to get the payoff, I'd just like to not be handed a double edged sword at all time... Life? If you are friends with karma, could you please tell him that I deserve a little better then what has been served to me on this tarnished platter of bland, flavorless, discounted tidbits of anti-satisfying food-stuffs?

I look around at all the other minions of humanity, and many of them have been given the shaft, and yet they deserve it. They are laying in the bed that they've made. There are those that are dealing with what they've been dealt, and now they are reaping all the smiles and laughs that they're rewarded with. I want that. A clear definition and easy line to understand...

I'm too pissed off to continue for I don't want to throw this phone under a bus.




Joshua FACT!
NNP!
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